Inside Me

…When I look at the sky, I want to fly Like a bird to fly away… Looking out the window at the gray sky, I think about how great it would be to stand on the edge of the window, push off and take off. As if you were a bird in flight. I want to feel the air, the wind at high altitude. There you'll be free, you won't have any problems. I just want to fly over the tree crown and above the roofs. I wish to fly over the seas and oceans. Just even to think about it makes me very excited. She makes me look out the open window for hours, so I don't see anything. When I look at the birds flying in the sky I think, why can they fly and I'm not? You flapped your wings and flew, to fly it so easy. Unfortunately, I haven't the wings. I simply had to sit and to watch them from a distance. It makes me sad to understand that the window is open in front of me, but I am prisoner in my world, in my soul.

…It is so big, so majestic, Grey or blue, Our the beautiful sky… When I look up at the sky, I see a void. It’s big blue, dark grey or even the black space. It has all: the power, energy, freedom. When you close your eyes, you understand, how small you are, compared to the sky. Everything in this world can be compared, an ant with a human, a microbe with an insect. Unfortunately, nothing's perfect in this world, example a human is big and smart compared to a bee, but a human is not so hard-working as that little insect. A human isn’t as strong as the wind, isn't as smart as a computer. Perfection simply does not exist, but we have the beautiful blue, gray "Dome", which is called "The Sky".

…A darkness in the soul, a darkness in reality And in this darkness I 'm calling you… In the darkness was born a life, all life ends in death, death becomes the darkness. The darkness is different. Every darkness has a tiny little ray of light. No matter it's night or someone's soul, the darkness is everywhere. A darkness in the soul is like a wide abyss, and when you fall in her, you're just flying to nowhere. Getting in this abyss it's like you're frozen, the minutes and the hours have lost count. You're just sitting like a rock there, and you don't understand where you are, on a chair or at the bottom of the chasm. There's a dark place inside everyone. Someone has the darkness in thought, someone has the darkness in his soul, someone just lives in it. At night when you are walking somewhere in the dark, you only see the stars, the moon is lighting your way. In that darkness a lot of thoughts are born about where am I going, what am I doing, wh...