Inside Me

...I remember that moment, It has been seared permanently in my heart... Do you remember, when were the last time you felt real happiness? Do you remember that moment and that feeling? I remember) It was a few years ago. My boyfriend and I had been together for one year it was our little celebrate. We chose to have dinner at home. My boyfriend and I cooked spaghetti with marinara sauce, I had bought some beer. Then we sat at the table. We were eating, drinking some beer and watching a movie. You would say there's nothing special about that night. That atmosphere just seemed so special and comfortable that night. It made me feel really happy. I was sure I could knock the world flat and to do impossible that night. I still remember a light of the desk lamp it seemed especially warm. The sensations were amazing that night. I thought one piece of mine was left there. Although it had already been few years I haven't felt the same emotions or a happy moment. I don't know... S